November 2011
13 posts
Magic: Deeper than Lexicon
Those who title themselves with absolute one-up type words are dealing with massive insecurity issues. Of course, this is not a global truth. Who really needs to be known as a god? A lord or a king? The all knowing perhaps?  Exactly, nobody need be known by these terms but a person that desires to be known by these terms has come to desire such by the ever looming sense of lack. These people are...
Nov 29th
Moodless Writing
The idea is to write when you have a thought to convey, especially brilliantly. I have nothing noteworthy to offer. I am alive. I am ambivalent of you knowing this. Any. Of. You. Though, I am thankful. But I’m always thankful. SHUT.UP!
Nov 25th
Implosion
At 8 am Sunday, November 13th, I have been awake for 5 hours. What’s the special occasion? Nothing. What have I done that disrupted my sleep so strongly? Nothing that actually should interrupt my sleep. The people in my life aren’t supposed to be perfect. The people in my life should not be so underwhelming, sensitive & weak that I’m depressed by my immediate friends....
Nov 13th
You may not know but...
Since you were born, your soul has been whispering to your consciousness. The incessant repetition has you lost with the meaning of what ever persists echoing in the inattentional blind spot constructed by your mind to preserve sanity. You are raised and taught how to be loving & successful in life. You aren’t sure why but certain things compel your action. A trend begins to form. You...
Nov 12th
Celebrate the body
I know I get mad when I think of the inordinate amount of weight I lost. It’s harder to appreciate where I’m at when where I was felt so much better. I enjoyed looking in the mirror & taking my shirt off for others to enjoy my raw physical form. I see this same frustration in people who aren’t where they want to be, physically speaking. I won’t say the difference is...
Nov 11th
Nobody Wins a War
Why do we fight them? Do we think that there is some form of utter domination that we can employ to be the exception to the rule instead of the truth of that rule?  There is always the person that you cannot inform to a point where they use good judgment instead of brash precocious perspectives to supply the drive in order to affect the World in any way. I mean, using narrow-minded stubbornness...
Nov 9th
Even without anger...
I felt that anger was something that disturbed & deformed peace. I was literally blaming an emotion for the unrest that erupts between people. Bruce Lee said in “Enter the Dragon” ‘emotion, not anger’. I attempted to use that as a conduit for my actions. I realize that the negative connotations we put on words don’t really add up to a sum residual that is...
Nov 4th
honeyforsenses asked: I love the way you express yourself. It gives me that secret smile every time. And it makes me want to really say thank you for reading my scribbled rubbish. Sometimes when I read the things you write, it makes me want to write more. Many kisses to my muse:)
Nov 4th
Nov 3rd
Retreat is not optional
Lost in the sauce. Completely. This woman, the one I keep seeing when I fall asleep; the one who enters my slumber without regard to my stability & has her way with me. Her rage is all I know anymore. Even as I work tirelessly to avoid sleep. Futility sets the realization that I am her subject for the time being. I relent. In my servitude, she bends & contorts my inherently flawed frame....
Nov 3rd
honeyforsenses asked: Hey you, check out my new piece, "Date a Girl who Writes". It's a response to Rosemarie Urquico's "Date a Girl who Reads". Both are posted on my page. You may like it.
Nov 2nd
“Remember, you cannot be both young and wise. Young people who pretend to be wise...”
– Stephen Colbert (via imfantasyparade) This is for my “error of youth” people.
Nov 2nd
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The error of youth
Unearned confidence substantiated by the belief that confidence was earned.
Nov 1st
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